I feel the need to let some anger out. I am so sick and tired of all the HAIR! I have a beard and mustache. I have to shave every day and still end up with a 5 o'clock shadow by the end of the day. I feel so ugly. I don't feel feminine at all. I tried waxing... I really can't afford it and it freaking hurts. I hate to lather up each day and shave like a man..but, I don't know what else to do. I have shaved my beard and mustache for years. It is coarse and black. But, it grew in that way to start with. I have seen women who had a light fine haired mustache. They are lucky. Mine never looked like that.
Does anyone have a solution? Maybe there isn't one. PCOS robs women of their femininity. It is an ugly disease. I grow hair all over my body that isn't supposed to be there. BUT, I lose hair on my hair that is supposed to be there. Then there is the weight gain, infertility, skin tags, peroid issues and just over all feeling of turning into a man.
I can't shake this depression that I have gotten into lately. Sorry for the rant. Thanks for taking the time to read it.