Well, I managed to lose 32 lbs. last year.(see previous post). I am hoping to at least match that this year. I know that I am much more active than I was last year at this time. I am getting out more and meeting people. Which is big for me. I have a sort of phobia when it comes to meeting people. Kind of like a social phobia. I have a fear of what people think of me. I think that goes back to my childhood. (doesn't everything??) I was overweight in school and kids made fun of me. It's sad that I can't leave that behind now that I have progressed into adulthood. But, it still haunts me. I know it sounds trivial. But, kids can be cruel. Anyway, I am now working out in the public and am starting to come out of my shell. My husband said that I seem like a different person. lol.
I have to work tonight and should be asleep now....but, I am wide awake for some reason. I am gonna be wishing I could have slept this morning when it comes time to go to work tonight. UGH!
Did anyone make a resolution this year? I made a resolution to not make a resolution about losing weight. I do that every year. I know a lot of people do. I want to try something different this year. My resolution is to BE HAPPY! I am going to focus on being positive and serene this year. I have let too much stress get to me. I stress out about the smallest things. And I fail to see the positive side of things until long after I have pointed out all of the negative aspects. It's a bad habit and I need to break it.
Well, guess I will head to bed. My weigh in is Thursday. I will check back in then.
Sherry
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